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GO THERE!!!!!

In all seriousness, I seem to get more and more like him as time passes.  I realized that its actually almost painful for me to talk about feelings.  I'd rather do anything but.  Probably about 2/3 of my sessions are spent with me flicking my eyes around the room and fiddling with my purse straps in silence in order to avoid looking at my therapist, who gives me this big understanding, encouraging smile whenever I do.

Eh, I suppose I could be turning into Kavanaugh or Beckett, so it could be worse.

Amusing typo:
"liverjournal.com"




It's kind of sad how I crack myself up.

I bought a used ipod today, and when I plugged it in, iTunes recognized it as "Benton's iPod", featuring 3 podcasts about the ACLU and music ranging from Kenny Chesney to Seether to ACDC to Lil Wayne.  I kind of want to meet this Benton character.

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Yay happy making!  I'm probably going to wear it to the AAR concert on Friday, if it gets here in time.  Current projected date is the 20th, but its already in WI.

In other news, my ancient MS Sidewinder Joystick in incompatible with my laptop (darn you, Vista!), so I'm stuck flying friendly with the mouse.  Which SUCKS, btw.

to which I say, WTF its APRIL

Recently mi madre has gotten into Desperate Housewives bigtime.  I mean, we're talking she went out and rented all 4 seasons on DVD and every day after work, she sits down in front of the TV to watch an episode or five.  So naturally, I've seen a few by now.

Today we watched an episode where a group of little girls were having a tea party.  One of them, with long red hair, was identified as Marissa Anne McKay.

Somebody NEEDS to write a DH/SGA fusion where Rodney and Katie Brown come to live on Wisteria Lane, until in true Desperate Housewives fashion, Katie goes insane and Rodney has to kill her, or something, and then John Sheppard the "interior decorator" spends forever revamping the McKay house, only he's secretly Rodney's live-in lover, until little Marissa Anne starts calling him Daddy and outs John and Rodney to the neighborhood.

Keep in mind that so far I've only seen up to a few episodes into the second season.

oh my god


i just watched "Victoria's Secret" pt 1 and 2 for the first time ever

and i cannot stop crying

i mean.  holy SHIT.

i knew what was going to happen and it was still the most awful thing i've ever watched.  i almost couldn't stand it.  fraser crying.  crying.

just

holy.  i can't even-

my god, that was terrible.  i'm so--  just. benny.  oh benny.  i didn't know it was possible to feel this real about a fictional character.

now i have to read "some strange prophecy" in hopes of healing this gaping fester hole in my SOUL

Are female problems a legitimate excuse for skipping Calc 2 to update my delicious with dS, NCIS, and SN recs?

If not, I have a bit of a conundrum.

1. I watched Psych downstairs with my mother instead of up in my room alone on Friday, because I really honestly am that much of a scared-cat.  You have no idea how many times I jumped and stifled squeaks.
2. Chuck was....back to normal happy-making.  Morgan's mom being Big Mike's date ramped up the awesome-meter, though.
3. ATTENTION: PLEASE COVER EARS TO AVOID DAMAGE DURING NCIS-INDUCED SQUEE.
OMG, NCIS rocked.  So hard.  It rocked me out of my socks.  Competent!Tony!  Gibbs calling Tony "boss", and reluctantly joining the campfire, and calling Tony out when he started to freak (not to mention stairwell!almost!sex!), and being all talkative and stunning Ziva and McGee!  Angsty!Tony!  Gibbs!Tony and Ducky!Palmer!  Abby freaking out about Mexico!  The repetitive mentions of basement, boat, bourbon!
NCIS is my show, baby.  With the loss of SGA, it has hit #1.
4. I may have watched every episode of Sports Night and read every one of thefourthvine 's Dan/Casey recs.  Possibly.  I swear, I really am seeing a therapist, there's no need to call for help.

I'm officially caught up on NCIS.

Yeah.

I'm a TV whore.  I know

Some things that stood out for me:
-- The ep where the guy arranges for his own wife and daughter to be kidnapped for ransom really gives a good punch to the gut when watched after you know about Gibbs' family.  The way he yells at the guy at the end?  Whew.
-- My slashy mind immediately conjoured up a reason why Vance sent DiNozzo off as an Agent Afloat: he wanted to separate Tony and Gibbs because (he thought?) they were getting it on.  The look Gibbs gives him?  Oh baby.

A disturbing trend: my fictional interests keep getting older and older.  Mark Harmon?  He's almost 60, for crying out loud!

Fandom Meme swiped from ariadne83 

Pick 10 characters of your favorite fandom & answer the questions
( ooo, tempting )
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Okay, I am 100% absolutely not regretting voting for Obama like I was afraid I was.  He's.....he's even better than he said he was going to be!  Closing Gitmo and the secret prisons.  1st interview on Al-Arabia TV (or something similar).  Chiding Citigroup for its private jet plans.

I am in love.

Later I will write about a) places I wil never live and why, and b) my psychological issues, because they are two things that keep bouncing around in my mind and hopefully this will cleanse it, but for now I have to write a reaction paragraph to the dismal state of healthcare in the US for my ethics class.

Three comments:

1. Shawn taking off Lassiter's tie.

2.  Lassie wearing Shawn's shirt.

3.  "with you being former lovers and all"



HoYAY.
I think smirking!John sums it up pretty well.